Boredom has captured me
08 Nov 2008 Leave a Comment
in Boredom
Ok so I’ve been completely bored since my body woke itself up at the ungodly hour of 830 this morning, and wouldn’t let me get back to sleep. So I’ve been eating candy and making arts and crafts with my Starburst wrappers. This photo was taken a few weeks ago but I managed to find myself doing the exact same thing today… which is why the picture is up.
I’m going to start homework later on but right now, I’m so not feeling in a working mood.
So now I’m off to watch The Fast and The Furious (since it’s on t.v.) and talk to Kai (since he’s online now… finally!)
so later days!
Oooooookkkkkaaaaayyyyyy
07 Nov 2008 Leave a Comment
I’m officially sick of being sick. I hate when I’m whiney and I sound annoying even to myself. Not only do I have tons of schoolwork to do, but I also still have that migraine and my side pains.
God kill me now.
At least I’ve kind of started on my story for my Writing for Newspapers class. I have about a paragraph done for it, but I’m not able to go any further as I need to have my interviews done. I sent out an e-mail to the Senior Director of Corporate Communications for VIA Rail about setting up an interview. Hopefully *crosses fingers* he gets back to me before my deadline next Friday. The e-mail was nice and polite, as my teacher said “who can say no to that?”. I agree.
And I have started my project that was due this past Wednesday. I have my family history stuff done now I just have to work on my community history. So I’m hoping I can get all of this done on the weekend and not have to stress next week. And hopefully I’ll be feeling better then as well.
so that’s it for now I guess….Later days!
Ugh and Ahhh
04 Nov 2008 1 Comment
in sick
I thought I would be stressing out more about this project thats due tomorrow. Unfortunately I’m not. I have a migraine thats waiting to explode, my side is hurting again, and I want to cry from the pain.
So my plan is to get through class, go back to my room, and try and do some homework for a while. After I’ve done as much as I can I will more than likely end up taking one of my Percocets. I tend to avoid taking them unless I’m in severe pain (and for me, my judgment point is when I’m about to cry from the pain, my pain tolerance is very high from being accident prone my entire life.)
I also broke one of my rules last night. I smoked up for the first time in months. Last time I did I was throwing up and shaking for 3 hours, and I told myself never again would I make myself go through that. Well I met up with an old friend last night who I will call HG. Well we hung out, got a coffee, and smoked a joint. How bad does that sound? surprising to me is I didn’t get sick when I did it, as a matter of fact I actually enjoyed it. I remembered how much I had enjoyed it before I gave it up. Well I’m definitely not going to make this a routine thing, but now I know that I am able to indulge. HG did make fun of me for being a party-pooper as I don’t drink. I told him that my decision to not drink is my own, and its the same reason that I don’t gamble or do any kind of hardcore drugs: I feel I have an addictive personality and I don’t want to give myself that kind of crutch if I go through a rough spot in life. I have seen what my sister and others have gone through with needing attention and then getting addicted to something that I don’t want to give myself any kind of crutch, because I do want to go places and be someone someday. I don’t want my life going down a path that I can’t come back from.
So there is my deep and thoughtful entry for the week. I am off to finish listening to my lecture, and I will probably write more later on. so later days!
Time To Wake Up
03 Nov 2008 1 Comment
*yawn*
*stretch*
blech. It’s too early to be awake yet awake I am. I have a class at 8 that I am doing a presentation in and I’m not to pleased about it. First off, I don’t know if I’ve told you this or not, I suck at public speaking. Like seriously suck. i get all breathy and I talk to fast, I stutter way more than normal, and I just hate it. So having to do yet another presentation is a little kill joy in the back of my mind.
I hope today goes well. After class I am going to start on my family history assignment that is due on Wednesday, that has to approx. 12 pages (I want to cry already). So to do that project I will be calling my folks and asking them questions. I am also going to see if I can contact the VIA Rail PR person for my story that I have to write. Its for my Writing for Newspapers class and we have the rough draft due on Friday, so I need to set up interviews and such with other students (not in my class) and get that story written up. I think I will use Stacey and Andrea as my subjects, only because then I don’t have to be all awkward with a stranger 
Ok well I’m off, have to do my makeup and get dressed and such. So I will write later on (prob after I’m done my presentation). so later days!
