Shake My Booties

My first week of school is officially over and now the semester kicks off for real. I like all of my classes so far and think that I will do extremely well in them if I make sure that I actually DO my homework and not ignore it. I’m hoping that this year will not be a repeat of last years medically wise because I cannot stand to lose that much school again this year. Really I can’t. My last semseter’s grades ended up being horrible because I was sick, and because I was sick I had no motivation at all to do school work, so I did miserably. This semester I vow to do better.

And even though I just said those words about vowing to do better, I already have a glitch in my plan. The glitch is that for my story due on Monday for th paper? I couldn’t get any interviews done. I needed to interview the Director of Facilities Managment at Sheridan and I couldn’t reach him. I got MM to ask some questions to people at her work (since her place of employment is one of the things in my story) and once I got all of the answers from that I found out that I am unable to use them due to legal reasons. Now news stories (as we have been told) need at least 2 sources. My story if I write it will have zero sources. So I will try and write a story anyways for marks even if it doesn’t get printed in the paper. This sucks but I’ll deal and get over it.

Today I definitely have to do laundry as I don’t really have any clean pants/shorts to wear next week. I have more than enough tops but no bottoms to wear with them. Besides laundry I am going to be meeting up with Missy today as she is finally back! Her father had to go back for more surgery and get his other leg amputated so she was gone all this week due to that. But now she is back

On a different note last night was a weird day for me, a really weird. I am not a girly girl but last night I was. I like to think of myself as more of a tom boy, I’m not a romantic in any kind of way, and I have never been one of those girls that has dreamed of her wedding day since she was a little girl. It has just never been on my priority list. But last night I had a strong urge to do something I’ve never done before: I looked at girly things. *sigh* It started out innocently enough I swear. First I was looking at puppies and different dog breeds. I really want to get a dog and for this to happen I have to have my own place, a good job etc. But it never hurts to do some research beforehand does it? No. So there I was looking at puppies and oohing and ahhing over them thinking how cute they were and somehow my fingers took on a life of their own and typed into the search engine engagement rings. I couldn’t believe that I had typed it. I’ve never looked at them before and didn’t know why I was looking at them now. But I had a compulsion that I just couldn’t shake. So for the next few hours I browsed through engagement rings and I have decided that I would rather get an engagement/wedding band set like MM has. They are made to be worn together and I just like the way they look better than the seperates. I would like to be able to wear both of my rings instead of just one.

Can you guess what happened after my impromptu ring looking? Yeah I started looking at wedding dresses *groans* I mean really? *sigh* And I couldn’t make myself stop. I tried for about an hour and then I couldn’t stop myself any longer, and browsing the internetz I went. I found pretty ones and outrageous ones. Ones that would be perfect for a huge spectacular wedding and ones for small intimate ones. And, again, I have decided that I would want my wedding to be small and intimate. I only have about 10-15 people I would end up inviting anyways, and I’m not big on being the center of attention. I think I would get stage fright if I had a hundred people at my wedding, I can see it now:

Me standing at the alter going to say I DO when all of a sudden my stutter comes back and I get flustered. I look around at all the huge amounts of people, then have a panic attack and faint.

Yup thats pretty much how it would go. So I would rather have a small wedding on a beach or in someones backyard. And my wedding dress would be something simple and easy. So pretty much my wedding would be cheap LOL. Thats the way I roll folks.

But besides all of that crazy girliness that happened to me last night I also had a weird talk with Kai about all of this. He didn’t try and change the subject at all, he tried to get me to explain these things to him. I mean most guys tend to run away from getting tied down don’t they? Well not my man, he’s already talked about kids with me and let me tell you that freaked me out more than anything LOL.

And at one point he said “I’m so hot for you right now” After talking about weddings and rings and stuff? I asked him why it would be such a turn on for him. His reply? “you’re talking about us being together. AWWWW! SERIOUSLY!? Baby you make my heart melt. You are so freaking adorable and cute and sexy and god knows I can go on forever about you but the main thing is:

I. Love. You.

Really truely love you. And I miss you tons cause you’re so damn far away. And I can’t wait for smooches, snuggles, and smiles.

That’s all for now I guess everyone.

Later days!