Shake My Booties

freaks, absolute, complete, freaks. Hahaha. He just bought a new Netbook and wanted to set-up his MSN so we could use our webcams when I’m back at school. Well first it wouldn’t work.. at all. We fucked around for probably about an hour before I suggested that his MSN might be an out of date version and we should try upgrading it. Well that worked. So, as our test for the webcam, we sent each other an invite and, surprise! it worked. The funny part of this stiuation is that we were sitting on the same couch, not even 2 feet away from each other. LOL. He was sticking his hand in my face and I was faux picking his nose…. it was great. 

Another funny thing happened when he was trying to get this thing to connect to the internet. Well at first it wasn’t working and he couldn’t figure out why. Then, all of a sudden, he says “It’s because the screw is loose!” I was like, “Dad, those are the most truthful words I’ve ever heard you say” We always joke around that he has a screw loose and he just confessed to it! I laughed for a good 10 minutes, with giggles proceeding that for about another hour

I love being home, it’s so good for my emotional health. I mean, I laughed in the car ride here, and I’ve pretty much been laughing since I walked through the door. Yesterday’s break down is far behind me and I feel alright again. I love coming back home to my family, I miss them a lot when I’m gone at school. I have lived with them for 19 years now and I wouldn’t change a thing about it. Although we have gone through a lot of rough patches, every step has brought me closer to them, and I am better for it. I am such a better person for having my family close, guiding me, and letting me make my own mistakes. I can’t believe how blessed I am for getting them.

As you can tell, I’m kind of in a mushy mood

Ok, now that I have my family, I am just waiting for tomorrow when I can hang with the boyfriend. I have missed Kai terribly and I can’t wait to be stuck in a hug with him for longer than a normal hug should last, I can’t wait for that first “I’m actually back” kiss, and that first smile I see on his face. I want to hold his hand and snuggle for hours, laugh and watch movies and just be absolutely content and crazy. *sigh* It’s good to be home

Thats it for now,

Later days!