I feel so proud of myself…
29 Jan 2009 3 Comments
because I actually made it to a class this week! I am in my classroom right now, waiting for it to begin and I feel so happy that I forced myself, after telling myself to forget taking a shower and to sleep an extra hour, to walk out of my room, take the elevator, and walk across the scary walkway to my room. I’m so happy that I m actually going to classes this week because I thought I would miss them all.
Yesterday was not a good day. I was really in pain and could barely walk, but having MM call me twice, and for her to keep telling me that she could drive up here… no problem, I felt better. I told her to stay home, there’s no point in coming up here if I’m just going home tomorrow anyways. Really. Because if she was here I would definitely miss classes and I wouldn’t be feeling so proud of myself right now. But it’s always nice to have MM near me when I feel like crap, I love having her here, stroking my hair and singing to me. *sigh* But I can get that tomorrow. I know she is super worried about me right now, but there is just nothing she can do right now.
I think she was pushing for me to go to the hospital last night, she even transferred some money over so I would have cab fare. I love my Mommy!
Anyways, last night I got really sick. And I mean I felt like I was going to throw up for 4 hours. I eventually figured part of that out: I had barely eaten all day. When I was going downstairs for a smoke I took a juice box with me and while I was drinking it *gasp* I started to feel better! As the sugar was hitting me I felt a lot less nauseous and dizzy. So what did I do when I came back upstairs? I ordered Swiss Chalet again
I was definitely not in the mood to cook anything last night so I figured ordering in would be the best thing to do. After about 20 minutes, my food was here. I ordered the same thing as last time (chicken wrap with poutine… the reason for the poutine is that for delivery your order has to be $10.99 before tax, so I add the poutine on.) and very slowly, I ate the poutine first. I was so full after eating just that, but I felt soo much better for it.
Later on, I got hungry again (good sign!) so I ate half of my wrap. The other half is still sitting upstairs waiting for me to eat it for lunch. So last night turned out for the better. I felt less nauseous, my side started hurting a little less, and I actually got almost 6.5 hours of sleep! So the day did end up taking a better turn, which I was thankful about.
Today my side is still killing me, but I’ve taken my meds ad I hope they start working soon, I really don’t want to miss anymore classes this week. I do, actually, like going to school. I’m weird.. I know. But I feel like since I’m paying the money, there is no reason for me to not to go to class, so I always feel kind of bad when I have to miss class.
Ok, class has started so…
Later days!
Jan 29, 2009 @ 15:47:04
@Sam:
:O If you have never eaten a poutine you are missing out on life! Basically a poutine is french fries covered in cheese curds and gravy… yumm. The gravy makes the cheese stringy and delicious and with the french fries in there… fab-u-lous!
It’s definitely a must try!
@Christy:
I know what you mean! I never know how I forget to eat. I’ll be fine one minute and then the next I’m “I need food now!!” I turn into a super bitch most times when I don’t eat
Jan 29, 2009 @ 15:19:21
your mom sounds super sweet.
but what in the world is poutine?
Jan 29, 2009 @ 13:32:44
I’m glad you’re feeling better. Sometimes I literally forget to eat too! I don’t know how that happens!