This is my 100th…

post on this blog. I didn’t know that I would ever get this hooked to writing my life out on the internet. I never thought that I would actually find this such a stress reliever for myself, or that I would find such great friends through it.

 

Ok… that was my piece on that. Now on to something else…

 

I’m going home tomorrow!! I’m so happy, and Kai is mega excited. Haha. He can’t stop talking about it, he’s been counting down the days since I told him. I’m so happy that I get to see my family tomorrow. MM will be able to make sure that I’m ok for herself :P And I get to hang with my baby.

 

Ok.. sorry this isn’t a long post but I’m being distracted by my show Supernatural….

 

Must watch…

 

 

Later days!

I feel so proud of myself…

because I actually made it to a class this week! I am in my classroom right now, waiting for it to begin and I feel so happy that I forced myself, after telling myself to forget taking a shower and to sleep an extra hour, to walk out of my room, take the elevator, and walk across the scary walkway to my room. I’m so happy that I m actually going to classes this week because I thought I would miss them all.

 

Yesterday was not a good day. I was really in pain and could barely walk, but having MM call me twice, and for her to keep telling me that she could drive up here… no problem, I felt better. I told her to stay home, there’s no point in coming up here if I’m just going home tomorrow anyways. Really. Because if she was here I would definitely miss classes and I wouldn’t be feeling so proud of myself right now. But it’s always nice to have MM near me when I feel like crap, I love having her here, stroking my hair and singing to me. *sigh* But I can get that tomorrow. I know she is super worried about me right now, but there is just nothing she can do right now.

 

I think she was pushing for me to go to the hospital last night, she even transferred some money over so I would have cab fare. I love my Mommy!

 

Anyways, last night I got really sick. And I mean I felt like I was going to throw up for 4 hours. I eventually figured part of that out: I had barely eaten all day. When I was going downstairs for a smoke I took a juice box with me and while I was drinking it *gasp* I started to feel better! As the sugar was hitting me I felt a lot less nauseous and dizzy. So what did I do when I came back upstairs? I ordered Swiss Chalet again :P I was definitely not in the mood to cook anything last night so I figured ordering in would be the best thing to do. After about 20 minutes, my food was here. I ordered the same thing as last time (chicken wrap with poutine… the reason for the poutine is that for delivery your order has to be $10.99 before tax, so I add the poutine on.) and very slowly, I ate the poutine first. I was so full after eating just that, but I felt soo much better for it. 

 

Later on, I got hungry again (good sign!) so I ate half of my wrap. The other half is still sitting upstairs waiting for me to eat it for lunch. So last night turned out for the better. I felt less nauseous, my side started hurting a little less, and I actually got almost 6.5  hours of sleep! So the day did end up taking a better turn, which I was thankful about. 

 

Today my side is still killing me, but I’ve taken my meds ad I hope they start working soon, I really don’t want to miss anymore classes this week. I do, actually, like going to school. I’m weird.. I know. But I feel like since I’m paying the money, there is no reason for me to not to go to class, so I always feel kind of bad when I have to miss class. 

 

Ok, class has started so…

 

Later days!