ITS A NEGATIVE!
29 Nov 2008 Leave a Comment
in Boredom, New and Improved, countdowns, doctors, excitement, ow pain
Awesome! I’m not preggers! Go Me!!!
Hahahaha.
My day did not start off well. I got in the cab this morning, then realized I didn’t have any money. So I asked the cab driver if he could drive across the street so I could take out money at the Rabba’s. We got there and I went in to take out money, which of course I couldn’t. I then called Shorty and asked if I could borrow $20. I should have asked the cab driver first how much it would cost. He told me it would be more then the $20 I would have so I told him to just take me back to the school and I would pay him whatever fare I owed him and I would just cancel my appointment. The bloody man argued with me trying to save the ride, but I kept telling him I don’t have the money to pay for it.
So, I came back got him the money and paid him. Sent him on his way. And cancelled my appt. I found out at around 9:50 that my mom could transfer money over to me, but by then I’d already cancelled my appt and it was too late.
So after I that I went out for a smoke, came back to my room and got my crap, and went down to hang out with the people in my group to work on a project. So after I finished helping with the project I came back, dumped off my crap, and went to the doctors. Where he told me I was not PREGGERS!! Thank the gods. I txted my mom right away and told her the happy news. She send me and txt and then called me. We talked for a while and apparently my package with her gift came today (yesterday?) so she put it up and told me that she hasn’t opened it. WAY TO GO MOM!
SO its officially 2 weeks today until I’m home! Woo! I’m soo excited! 
I get to see Kai and my family.
Today my dearest grandfather emailed me like a million (ok about 5) times about my Christmas present. But I love him so I deal with it. You have to understand, my grandpa is… unique to say the least, mostly I call him crazy 
but thats cause I love him so dearly.
God my side just gave me a jab that made tears in my eyes. OW! Holy crap that one hurt. I was talking to Kai and had to get off the phone cause I was starting to cry it hurt so bad. God i just want this to be over with. And Kai was going through another rant so I was trying to be supportive and listen but it hurt too damn much.
Ok well I’m off to talk to Kai when he gets back,
Later days!
Tomorrows the big day
27 Nov 2008 Leave a Comment
in countdowns, doctors
Tomorrow is the day that I get either a yes or a no about this preggers thing. I’m pretty mellow about it now, and I’m pretty sure I’m not, but still, I get little butterflies starting to boogie in my stomach when I start to think about it.
My mom called yesterday and we talked for about 45 minutes or so. We spent time talking about how life has been, how everyone is, but most of it basically surrounded my weird symptoms these past 2 weeks (i.e. excessive eating, excessive sleeping, always needing to pee, etc.) It seemed like she was trying to calm me down but also trying to calm herself down too. I thought it was kind of funny when I got off the phone with her. I understand where things might be stressful for her “I don’t want to be a grandmother right now Amy” hahahaha. I love her with all my heart, I truly do. I don’t think she has told my father yet about the possibility because I think he would be the one to freak out the most. I mean you have to understand, I am a huge daddy’s girl, we bond by arguing, bantering, and yelling at each other, which only drives my mother crazy. But thats how we bond. And I think that if I get a positive result tomorrow I might just break my poor old mans heart, just a little bit.
So I’m hoping for a negative response from my doctor. That would make my day even better. But if I do get a negative from him my only question after that would be “then what the hell is wrong with me?” All my results from last weeks blood test cam back normal except my white blood cells were a little high (he said its prob a viral infection like a cold or something) so I think I can knock out me having diabetes. I can’t think of anything else that would give me these kinds of symptoms, really. And believe me I’ve thought!
So keep your fingers (toes, hair, legs, arms, eyes, and anything else crossable) crossed for me tomorrow!
Besides that I also have to get my ultrasounds done tomorrow. So I’ll be up at 7 nervous and just a little scared as the day goes on. I won’t be fine till I actually get into the doctors office and he gives me the results.
On an extremely different note, I seriously have to get groceries tonight since I have pretty much eaten every single thing I have here. I think I have 4 chicken nuggets, some pogos, and a chicken pot pie left to eat. So I have to get groceries bad!
I’m off, will prob write more later on tonight,
Later days!
Freaking out mode
24 Nov 2008 Leave a Comment
in doctors, over life, ow pain, sick, sleeep
This has to stop now. I can’t deal with being sick anymore. I can’t deal with eating all the time, or sleeping all the time, or having to pee like every 10 minutes. I can’t deal with side pains. Or anything else. Gods above, I just want to be healthy! Is that really too much to ask for?
Seriously?
I’ve set up another doctor’s appointment for tomorrow so I can go back and see if anything hinkey came up in my blood tests. And I also have to let the doctor know about my constant need for food and constant bathroom breaks over the past week. Maybe he’ll know what to do. Right now everyone I know keeps telling me that it sounds like I could be pregnant.
I don’t want to think about it.
I really don’t.
It’s not like I don’t have enough on my mind right now with exams coming up in 2 weeks and all the projects due within the next 3 weeks. But if I found out I was prego I would probably have a minor breakdown.
Yesterday I was super cranky and emotional and in pain and just in general pissed off. And I, unfortunately, took it out on Kai… poor guy. I love you dearly! But I will say that I gave him fair warning, so its not all my fault. I was so messed up yesterday that some little comment he made almost made me burst into tears. WTF IS UP WITH THAT !? Gods. For those of you that don’t know, I hate, and I mean hate, being emotional. So me being to the point of tears over a small comment is just plain stupid and ridiculous.
So I have my doctors appointment tomorrow and then my ultrasounds on Friday. I hope I’m not prego *crosses fingers*
On a happier note, me and Kai hit our 10 month anniversary 
In any of my other relationships I would have had this mapped out and planned, but this just hit me square in the face on Thursday when I was like “oh Sunday is the 23rd. that will make it *counts on fingers* 10 months for me an Kai. 10 months?! where did the time go?” lolx.
Ok well I’m off to eat… again. It’s not like I didn’t eat an hour ago or anything. And it’s not like I had a BIG bowl of chili or anything. Nooooooo. Ugh
Later days!
Long Walks and Donald Duck
22 Nov 2008 Leave a Comment
Shortys little brother is over this weekend and I will refer to him as DD (Donald Duck as he is always making the quacking sounds). He is such an adorable kid and I think he’s about 7. As bad as this sounds he called me creepy at the beginning when he first met me, but I still thought he was cute. And now he can’t stop talking up a storm with me and showing me his toys. I think we’ve bonded over tossed insults at each other Thats the way these things work, especially with boys, girls are waaay different. Mind you I’ve been a tomboy my entire life so bonding with boys has always been easier than talking about boys with girls. I mean I can talk about boys, but not for hours!
Sheesh.
Anyways. I went out and bout Kai’s gift today. I’m happy I got it now so I can’t worry about it for the next month or so.
OMG! 32 days till Christmas! woo!
The only reason I’m so excited about Christmas is because I think I’m getting a digital camera from my parents. Not completely sure, but I need one for next semester so I think that’s what they’re getting me. I can’t wait to get it (if that is indeed what I’m getting) That way I can take millions of pictures. Wooo!
ok, well I’m off now so I can steal a slice or two of pizza from Shorty and DD,
Later days!
